It's over now .

You drugged yourself with fear

But the danger was never here.

You told yourself you weren't okay

But truly you were fine.

Now you are running away from the shadows

But the ghosts haunt you down through the cracks.

You ran away from me and my love for you.

But soon you realise, I'm the best you will get.

You don't know where you are going .

You don't even know where you are right now.

Without me your life is so boring.

So please just come home now.

Because you are so far away

While laying next to me ...

I can still touch your chest.

But I can't feel your heart beat.

Your breath is cold, your eyes are pale

While staring into the darkness of my soul.

And I know it's over now .

- It's over now .

I do(n't) Care

I want to hurt you, I want to love.
I want to hit you, right in the face
I want to kiss you, I just don’t want to miss you
I want to make you my next mistake.

I don’t want to know you
I don’t want to look at your face
I want to hold you, I want to let go of you
I just want to hate you so fucking much

I wish I just could touch your lips today
hold you in my arms tomorrow
And I know I don’t belong with you.
But I don’t care … I miss you everywhere. 

I feel so empty, I feel so hollow
Life is so shallow without your smile
I want to talk to you, take a walk with you.
Just sit and listen for a while


The sun is shining, but not for me
I feel the rain pour down on me .
I lost my heart somewhere,
When did you found back yours?
Teach me how to reach back for it ..

My tears are drowning, and so am I….
I don’t care, I just don’t care anymore
I love you so fucking much, and you don’t seem to care.
But I really hurts so much… 

lyrics :Just Strangers.

It was a weird story, it was a strange year

It quickly lost his glory, but we are still here.

I love you ,  that never changes.

But all we are now , just strangers…

A beautiful mind is trying to destroy mine.

A nasty heart is trying to steal my heartbeats

I love you , you hate you that never changes

All we are now just strangers. 

You pushed me right over the edge,

just to pull me back just in time 

You tried so hard to say goodbye

But we always meet again..

I don't know why I still love you

Because the warmth of it is long  gone 

I don't get it why you are so mean
but you always come back home.
please always come home ..

I always feel a little lonely
when you lay next to me .
I feel empty inside,
When you don’t kiss my lips but kiss my cheek.
And these bridges between us are already burnt.
But we are still on fire, And I just can’t seem to let go.

my hungry heart is starving.
You sucked all the love out of me .
my crying eyes are dried out.
my tears are drowning in the sea..

Lyrics :4 in the afternoon.

lOh right now 

You don’t want me
But I know ,
I’m still on your mind

And right now
I have a heavy heart.
But I know
We both will be fine

And it is 4 in the afternoon.
You say goodbye but I know
I’ll see you soon.
It is 4 in the afternoon
Yeah you stole my sanity
I’ll meet you in the galaxy

Oh I know you love another
But she is nothing like me ,
So I don’t bother .

And right now , you are on your way to me
You see things that I don’t see,
you see the depth of my despair..

Lyrics : Rotten Heart.

I can’t sleep no more

When you are still crawling through my head

I can’t smile no more 

When you are still trying to be friends, but I can’t

I can’t speak no more

When I still have to listen to your voice

I can’t open my eyes no more

Because I got to admit that we are really over

You’ve got a rotten heart, you poisoned mine

We’ve got tainted souls, but we were fine

I liked yours en you liked mine, but we don’t love

And now it’s over, but we are not done yet

And now it’s over, but we can’t let go yet.

I can’t sleep no more

you are torturing my soul in my sleep

I can’t dream no more

You are creeping around in my worst nightmares

I hate the sound of your voice in my mind.

It drives me crazy and I almost go insane,

And I die inside  by hearing the sound of your name…

You’ve got a rotten heart, you poisoned mine

We’ve got tainted souls, but we were fine

I liked yours en you liked mine, but we don’t love

And now it’s over, but we are not done yet

And now it’s over, but we can’t let go yet.

salty tears are running through my hollow veins.

I just wanted to save you but there is nothing left to chase.

Your heart is wounded and shallow. 

And I don't want to follow your heart no more......

You’ve got a rotten heart, you poisoned mine

We’ve got tainted souls, but we were fine

I liked yours en you liked mine, but we don’t love

And now it’s over, but we are not done yet

And now it’s over, but we can’t let go yet.

Lyrics : Notitie Schrift.

Waar blijft de tijd ?
En heb je spijt dat jij mij hebt leren kennen?
Waar blijft de tijd ?
Dat ik wakker lag van geluk
en nu maak jij mijn dromen stuk

Waar blijft de tijd?
Dat je altijd naar me lachte
Waar blijft de tijd?
Dat ik jou liefde niet verwachtte
nu ga ik kapot aan de gedachte dat jij

Niks meer geeft om mij
En je maakt me niet gelukkig
Ik ben opgelucht dat jij bent gegaan
En jij, betekent niks voor mij
De letters van jou naam zijn nu wat losse flodders gekladderd in een notitie schrift.


Waar ben jij ?
Je zegt je hebt me nodig
Waar ben jij ?
Maar jij bent nu overbodig
Waar ben jij ?
Jij bent weg gevlucht
wilde geen kans op het geluk.


waar ben jij?
Ik voel nog steeds je adem
waar ben jij?
Ik voel je naar me staren
waar ben jij?
Maar jij zult je nooit omdraaien
je loopt weg.  en ik weet dat jij,



Flinke krassen in mijn hart,
ik had de pijn totaal onderschat.

Lyrics : Ik heb je

De wind lijkt net iets harder te waaien,

wanneer ik kom waar jij niet bent .

En er is iets wat jij je misschien af zult vragen.

Denk jij dat jij me nog herkent ?

We zijn veranderd, iemand anders,

Wij zijn niet wie wij hoorden te zijn.

We zijn anders, zo veranderd,

Maar ik voel nog steeds de pijn……..

Dus ik doe mijn ogen dicht
zie nog steeds voor me jou gezicht
ik zie je lach nog steeds zo duidelijk
Dus ik doe mijn ogen dicht
droom over alles wat we nooit hebben gehad
maar het maakt niet uit , want ik heb je
nee het maakt niks uit, want ik heb je 

Hou jij me vast als ik los laat?

laat je los als ik wil gaan?

Val je neer als ik wil op staan ?

Dan kom ik er achter aan,

En onze dromen beginnen langzaamaan te vervagen

Onze harten als tegen gestelde magneten, lijken verder te gaan

Maar als jij mij ooit nodig hebt, je weet

ik kom er meteen aan.